Darkest Before Dawn

My credit cards are maxed out, I already have a loan that I am paying back, my bank account is dwindling, and I am still positive and sure that I am going to succeed at vaporizing my debt. I have blocked my schedule and am working as hard and as efficiently as I can every minute of the day.

I got to work this morning and found out that I cannot do any more work until I pay for a computer on my credit card. I do not have ANY room on my credit card. I do not know what I am going to do.

I have the overwhelming feeling that I am going to have to declare bankruptcy. I absolutely refuse to let this keep me down, and I will continue to meet new clients and new potential clients and still want to get rid of this debt the honest way, but shit is this hard...